Flunked, cried.

heyys,
quite long since i last post.
so shall catch up.

10/10/08
have mt paper.
well, i have no confidence at all.
after school, cab down to jec.
and regina board onto 181.
hais, dont know what happened.
reached, went to LJS.
thn went to find brenda&co,
they were at pretty pix, taking neoprints.
thn th 8 of us took neoprints.
it was fun! {:
after tht, went to imm.
while wanjing went home.
and we bought a cute monkey together!
thn, went to play water.
all aim janice, so pity her! xD
thn went to toilet and dry ourselves.
went to find 7-eleven, but didn't find.
so went to giant and bought drinks.
thn, bade goodbye to th rest,
while me, jacclyn and baoying took 99.
thn, alight.
same routine.
getting results on mon,
god, bless me please.
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11/10/08
woke up at around 10.30.
thn took breakfast, watched tv.
thn, went to jp for dinner.
nothing else.
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12/10/08
mother went to doctor and take MC.
thn, mother came back and cooked lunch.
dinner, father brought back.
tmr, i will get some results.
i alrd predicted i will fail almost all subjects.
what i can do is to pray only.
so, bless me.
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13/10/08
today, got some results.
and i cried for some subjects.
maybe after i got my results i thn let you all see (:
hais, i studied so hard, yet i got these kind of results.
blame me or what? ):
after school, had band.
thn, went to vanessa's house.
went home at around 9+, x;
thn quickly bathe, and went to sleep.
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i just cant control it,
and my tears flow out itself.
):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):

14/10/08
Happy first month with aiai!
hey, im damn fortunate to have you as my aiai.
im counting on to our second month,
and i believe we won't end!
i love you a billion.
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today, had rev-up.
thn went back to class.
had all th results out.
see my results.

English- 60/130
Maths- 67/100
Science- 41/100
History- 27/85
Mt- 77.5/130
Literature- 30/40

hais, what idoit results siahs.
after school, stayed at canteen for awhile.
thn, took 185 with xingyi.
went home, watched tv awhile and on laptop lerhs.
(:
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hais, i really dont have th face to tell my parents my results.
how? but they will know one day.
should i tell them now and wait?
hais, im scared my tears flow out in front of them.
); i have really disappointed them.